Ramblings Of A Rambler

Theme: Work shifts & Parents The hospital director of the home that I am working for phoned me up today. I don't know why but I was kind of expecting an ear full as he had no reason to call me. Instead, he gave me some shifts! A majority of them are night shifts which isn't really what I wanted but I'm going to have to suck this up until I'm permanent and get to be more day time. If I worked nights all the time I wouldn't ever see anyone, family, friends. It would drive me mad and I'd feel as though I'd be living a lonely life. Not only that, it would be a piss take on there part to expect me to just do nights. I don't mind doing them every now and again. Anyway, for the most part I'm excited. Very, very anxious though. I'll be shadowing someone. I'm actually really nervous about Aunt Irma as she's not been since I've been on the new pills (which is expected as its not my time for her to visit) but what I mean is, will the pi...

Theme: Lol What? I've literally just noticed I missed today on putting an entry in. So it's two months later so all I can say is that I'm backdating. I mean I cant remember what I was doing two months ago?!

Theme: Gym Just done the usual stint at the gym. Nothing new to say. Came home, done some knitting, and some reading. I've started using the stepper which will hopefully help me get up the stairs without making me feel so out of puff so quickly. How embarrassing.

Theme: Work Didn't go work today, the person I look after has gone to respite and I have three weeks off work with pay. Now that I have a new job it will be really sad to leave this job as I enjoy it, I'm basically being paid to go and natter to other people. I'll miss it. There's a lot of genuine people there.

Theme: Pills!  Apologies for talking about these damn pills so much, the side effects as mentioned before are horrific in girl world (side effects also written at bottom of this entry). But all dizziness has gone. In fact, I'm fine and dandy. I wouldn't even know I'm taking them! It's so strange how the same things effect people differently. When I was googling it, I couldn't find ONE good story and I was very cautious on taking it. I'm still going to take note of my weight though in case that's a side effect I'm having and just haven't noticed! Side effects: acne - breast pain - decreased libido - depression - headaches - menstrual problems - mood changes - nausea - weight gain

Theme: Day Three, Still Dizzy! It's day three on my pills and I'm still walking head first into the floor. It's not as bad though. I'm not feeling depressed. I'm actually fairly happy, its all really sunny and everything's honkey dorey. My plan for today is to just read. I've not been able to read for a while because of my dizziness so I plan to read until my eyes bleed now!