Ramblings Of A Rambler

Theme: New Years! Happy new year's everyone. I hope everyone has a good one. I'm all excited for the near year. I have no new year resolutions, just lots of activities I guess. March 4th - Birthday March 11th - Amsterdamn 4th April - Ghost Hunt 1st May - Ghost Hunt October ?- Florida I have things to look forward too. Things to keep me going. I hope this year is going to be a better year for me. I hope I'm going to be okay.

Theme:  Hermit Not feeling very good today. After all the events of yesterday. Sat in my wardrobe for a bit and spent the rest of the day in my room. Surfacing a few times only for alcohol and food. I don't want anyone to see me.

Theme: Work I feel like crap. I've self harmed. I have no one. I've managed to start an argument at work with the shit stirring-ness of a nurse. She has completely miss-interpreted a conversation I had with her and laid it back to this HCA, who now hates me. I'm so alone.

Theme: Medication It really feels like my medication (citalopram) isn't working. Not that it matters. I give up.

Theme: Sleep my pretty! I had to go hospital with a patient tonight. She hates my guts, but funnily enough, I find it hilarious. The way she expresses hate for you, it's just so childish so it makes it easier to like kill her with kindness, wind her up more. Anyway, when I arrived at the hospital she was asleep, thank god. I had hoped she sleep the whole night. She didn't, but it was long enough for me to read like half of my hunger games book. She woke up. Her first words? "I wan't a fag". I told her I have her lighter and am ready when she is. "Well you've been in my pocket and stolen it then!". Yeah okay dear, whatever, let's just go outside for a fag and I'll drop you off at the morgue you stupid tit.

Theme: Boxing day Day after christmas. Expect nothing from me.

Theme: Christmas! Been a lovely day today. Had all the family round, had the typical turkey dinner. I was really spoiled with presents, I certainly wasn't expecting this much (List below of what I got). Damn I'm lucky. I'm in bed now just relaxing and watching paranormal witness. How quick christmas is over though. It's been a good day. Just a shame it goes so fast.  Chocolate Pj's Books Slippers Socks Pandora Charms Gruffalo Merchandise DVD'S Clothes Soap & Glory Perfume & shit loads more!