Four Hundred & Three

Theme: Fat People Rant

If you know me in real life you will know that I am a big girl. But sometimes losing weight, it can bother me. I've lost weight before and people notice me. More people that would notice me, then if I was big. They want to be around me, more people generally like me. It’s stressful because they only want this, because of the way I look. My personality means shit. It’s the shallowness of society. If I’m bigger, no one wants to know me physically or get to know my personality.

Let’s do a scenario:  I’m at the weight that is acceptable by society. I meet someone, we fall in love get married blah blah blah. I hit the age of forty. I start to gain weight. A lot of weight. Does that mean I should expect divorce papers to come through because I'm not that “slim” girl you married?

When I meet someone, I want to meet someone that can see past my weight. I want to meet someone who acknowledges my personality first rather than looks because when we get older, we change physically and I'd want someone who find’s that “spark” in my personality so that they stay with me. If the only “spark” they have with my is my physical side, then I’m better off single.

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