Seven Hundred & Twenty Three

Theme: Mistakes

I made a huge mistake at work today. Not a sackable mistake, not a mistake that even warrants a telling off. Just a mistake that I am majorly beating myself up for. I don't really want to talk about it. I ended up crying because of how upset I got over it and how dumb it was for me to do what I did. The nurse who spoke to me was pretty understanding and she helped an awful lot. I just feel like a dumb shit. A patient basically swallowed a bit of paper that I gave her in attempt to choke herself. I'm blaming myself and quite rightly because I shouldn't have gave it to her. I just wasn't thinking. It's a mistake I won't make again. I just want to go home. I didn't cry in front of my patients, but I must have looked pretty sad for them to ask me if I was okay. Hahaha. First choking incident was today! Now I've done that I've done just about everything, ligatures, cuts, burns and choking. I think I'm covered for the future when it comes to this home.

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