Seven Hundred & Ninety Nine
Theme: 21st Birthday
Looks like I won't actually be doing a thing for my birthday. My mums having an operation two months before my birthday so we won't be able to do anything. I'm sad about it because you only get one 21st birthday and that's your last ever important birthday. I'm still struggling with everything at the moment. Regardless of my previous blog entry. I'm really struggling to sleep at night. It's nightmare after nightmare. I had one nightmare where I had bugs crawling all over me, in my hair, clothes, I woke up in my dream and checked my hedgehog cage and there where all in there. Last nights dream wasn't good either. I'm terrified of those blood sugar needles you have in your finger and some fucker was running around after me trying to get me to do it. I don't want to go to sleep but I don't want to be awake either.
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