Eight Hundred & Eighty Nine

Theme: I take that back!

I tried to self harm today. I brought home a work knife with no intention of actually doing anything but as soon as I came home and sat on my bed I just crashed. I just went completely down hill and I remembered I had it in my bag still. The knives at work appear to be bloody flimsy and easy to snap. Yeah there not. I couldn't snap it. Fuck sake.

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