One Thousand & Forty Nine

Theme: Breakdown.

I had an emergency appointment at the doctors today because I was screaming the house down due to severe period pain. This isn't anything new. My period's always make me scream the house down and every time I go doctors they never give me anything great. The strongest they have given me was Tramadol. However, they have never seen me in such agony. So my mum rushed me down the doctors where I screamed down the surgery. Unfortunately, I had to see a shitty doctor. There's always appointments going with him because he's so crap. However, he did give me oramorph. So yeah, morphine. Not bad. I am currently off my tit's on it. Perfect. It helps. The first time I took it today, it sent my whole body numb and there was no pain. I felt like if I went into the kitchen and cut off my arm, I wouldn't feel anything. However, I'm on my third dosage of it and I still need my water bottle as I'm still getting the stomach cramps and back ache. I was meant to be in work tonight but It's made me so drowsy that I had to call in sick because I knew I'd fall asleep on an observation. I can't put patient's at risk like that. I'm so tired.

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