One Thousand Two Hundred & Twenty Nine

Theme: Well I hate you too.

I had to go hospital with a patient last night and spend the whole 12.5 hours at the LRI. She's been in hospital for over two weeks because of her epilepsy but she's having some big problems. She can't walk at the moment because the seizures have just made her really unstable. Anyway, I got to the hospital and the moment she saw me she informed how she was dreading me coming. This is because three weeks ago I wouldn't let her go out for a cigarette past her allotted time. We have to be strict on this at work. I just thought well I hate you too, and likewise, I also didn't want to come LRI to see you. During my 12.5 hours of being there she was sick everywhere, which made me vomit and she shit herself multiple times which just went everywhere. I had a panic attack and I wasn't allowed to go outside by the nurse at my work place. I purposely brought the hunger games books to keep me entertained whilst she was sleeping. I got to chapter three and thing's started getting good. She woke up and told me to turn the dim light off. I did so, and used my phone torch which is even dimer. She told me to turn that off too. So I sat there. in pitch black. Not doing anything. This is when the panic attack came. I was sat in the corner surrounded by the smell of vomit and shit. I had nowhere to go and the walls where just closing in on me. So basically, I had a good night.