Four Hundred & Sixty

Theme: Nothingness.

It's boring not having a job, you find yourself doing the same thing everyday. It get's very depressing being in such a routine. I couldn't imagine myself being out of a job for more than a year. However, I think it's going that way. I certainly won't get anything now until after Christmas because all the Christmas temporary jobs have gone and I'm left with nothing. I keep checking the NHS site though. I really want to get into the NHS. Even if it's just a cleaner. In fact  I want to get into anywhere even if it's just a cleaner. I was thinking the other day if I did get into the NHS as a health care assistant, would I study to be a nurse? I couldn't imagine myself doing three more years of coursework. But I think, if it got me to where I wanted to be, mental health nursing, then I'd do it. There's not really any psychiatric hospitals where I live, however, I would more than happily be a mental health nurse in a prison. My future scares me so much. I just want to know what's going to happen to me. 

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