Six Hundred & Fifty Four
Theme: Downer
I'm on such a huge downer today. I could just do with a hug and a cry. I wish it was my time for thing's to get better. I need them to get better. When thing's get better they get better for five minutes and then they quickly crash and burn. Everyone else's life seem's to be up and running and developing the way it should be. I'm just here, jobless and loveless and just down right useless. I'm just so sick of the same shit everyday, of the same job application response. I've found someone I'm interested in lately, but I'll be honest, they are making me more miserable then they are happy. It's like I've got one big anchor pulling me down to the core of the earth and I just can't escape. Tomorrow is a different day. I've got to be okay. I'm ten day's away from Aunt Irma coming. Maybe it's her fault. I'll be honest, it usually is.
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