Ramblings Of A Rambler

Theme: Off to Birmingham! I'm on the train going to Birmingham. I find the train so relaxing and with how early it is I could easily fall asleep. I'm just so excited. At least I know where the hotel is. Last time it took us like an hour to find the bastard thing! Oh! Happy Samhain!

Theme: Steve Steve's staying round tonight as we are going Birmingham tomorrow night for clubbing. I'm excited. I went up town this morning to get my eyelashes and nails done. Everything's semi-packed and I'm now off for three weeks. I'm so excited to do nothing. My parents also went away on holiday today. Will miss them but I'm sure I will be okay.

Theme: Don't give a fuck Three more night shifts left and I've got three weeks off. I don't care what happens in the next three shifts as long as I don't get in trouble. All will be good.

Theme: Packing Not up to a lot just sorting out a few bits and bobs for when my parents go on holiday and what to take Birmingham. I hope when my parents go away I won't be as bored as last time. I ended up doing nothing but cleaning just to pass the time.

Theme: Backdating Sorry. Backdating again. But nothing's going on anyway. I don't work on a Monday. Woo!

Theme: Counting down Nothing going on really. Just counting down the days until I get time off. Excite!!!

Theme: Ooops I've potentially pissed off a patient big time. But at the same time I don't really care because I know that professionally Ive done the right thing. I had to pass on a bit of information about the patient to the nurses and the patient hates me for it, didums. I've just got to spend the rest of the night with her though. Yay.

Theme: Woo! Not much longer now until I'm off for three weeks. It will be a well needed break I think. Just to be away from all the bitchy drama. I don't need this shit. I'm not in school anymore.

Theme: Babysitting Got the nephew today. Just trying to keep a low profile. I'm just so tired I really can't be arsed for any argument. I actually feel surprisingly relaxed but that's maybe because I didn't sleep well last night so I'm just about ready to sleep until next year.

Theme: Shattered! Just came back from Sarah's. Had. Good time. It feels completely different in her house now that her partner has gone. It feels better, lighter. It was just nice to have a catch up with her. She's starting to decorate the house now to how she wants it. Almost as if she's completely removing him and starting again. I don't blame her. She's doing exactly what I would do. Love and squeeze her!

Theme: Ahh! I hate the anxiety of waiting for friends to come. I don't know why but it's always made me anxious. Everything is packed and I'm ready to stay the night. Woo!

Theme: Yay Staying at Sarah's tomorrow. As usual I'm always looking forward to it. Other then that nothing else to say. Like is really boring and at a good pace to be fair. I have my down moments but doesn't everyone?

Theme: Drama There's always drama on my last night of work. It feels like it's almost planned. I give very few fucks when I've got six days off coming up. It's not my problem after tonight. Ha.

Theme: What? Nothing new really. Just relaxing and reading. Behaving myself for a change.

Theme: Backdating Backdating. So god knows what brilliant shenanigans Ive been up to today. Hopefully I behaved.

Theme: Pain in the arse Doing all this backdating is a real pain in the arse. But in desperate to hold onto the memories of everyday. Because there will be a day when I'm old and I won't remember. I just want something to look back on.

Theme: Ouch! Unfortunately I'm backdating here as well. That's how much I'm letting go off my blog. I wish I could remember the amount of joy it used to bring me. I still love it, it's just that life isn't changing so there isn't anything new to right about. Nothing exciting. Which is okay.

Theme: Love me a day off! I love days off. I'm sexually attracted to them. Although I never do anything productive. I'm so boring.

Theme: Ebola cure! I feel a lot better then I did yesterday. I just felt so icky yesterday the night off was well needed to be fair. At least I'm off tonight as well.

Theme: Ebola I've got Ebola, I know it. I feel so ill. I'm not going to work because I just feel so deathly. My diet has gone to pot because of the hospital trip yesterday and feeling ill. I'm fucking itching to get back on it.

Theme: Well I hate you too. I had to go hospital with a patient last night and spend the whole 12.5 hours at the LRI. She's been in hospital for over two weeks because of her epilepsy but she's having some big problems. She can't walk at the moment because the seizures have just made her really unstable. Anyway, I got to the hospital and the moment she saw me she informed how she was dreading me coming. This is because three weeks ago I wouldn't let her go out for a cigarette past her allotted time. We have to be strict on this at work. I just thought well I hate you too, and likewise, I also didn't want to come LRI to see you. During my 12.5 hours of being there she was sick everywhere, which made me vomit and she shit herself multiple times which just went everywhere. I had a panic attack and I wasn't allowed to go outside by the nurse at my work place. I purposely brought the hunger games books to keep me entertained whilst she was sleeping. I got to cha

Theme: Hangover clothing, complete. I went in town today and brought myself a pair of shoes to go with my hangover clothing. £160 pair of shoes. Ugg shoes. There black ones and they are so soft and fluffy I love them to bit's. I can easily justify the £160. I've been wearing them around the house a little today just because I can. My mum couldn't help herself but to try them on. I'm always like four years to late when it comes to fashion but I don't care. I'm just waiting for my hangover shirt and joggers to come.

Theme: Sorry! Sorry guys, yet a third back dating. I feel guilty! I wish I had the omph in me to continue writing.

Theme: Working? I have no idea what I was doing today. Probably working. Just keeping my head down and staying out of everyone else's crap.

Theme: Ahh! Backdating to the extreme. I wish I had the energy to keep up this blog. I feel like I'm neglecting it so much.

Theme: Hangover clothing I've just brought a matching track suit and top for Birmingham. Last time I went with Steve I was very ill on the way back due to the amount of Alcohol haha so, I've brought something big and comfy so I can be all slobbery and fat on my way back. So yeah, I've equipped myself with hangover clothing.

Theme: Day five Not so hungry today. I've spaced things out a lot better. It's day five. Unfortunately I'm still to do some damn exercise, but when your a night shift worker what can you do? At least in getting used to the hunger pains.

Theme: Ouch You guessed it, hunger pains again. I'm looking at other people and trying to convince myself not to jump on them and eat then. Being a cannibalism never seemed so easy.

Theme: Day three It's day three of my diet and the bastards at work keep offering me food and have ordered a big, thick, dripping with pizza. I'll be here. Just nibbling on my cookie. Wankers.

Theme: Bitten I'm still being bitten by Mosquitos. It's driving me up the wall. I've scared my foot by scratching it so much. It's a mess. It's made my tattoos look a state. I look like ice crawled off the set of Jeremy Kyle. God help me.

Theme: Day One It's my first day on my diet. Two shakes, 1 cookie and a crappy meal that amounts to nothing. I feel like a rat that's waiting to rummage through a bin. Hungry. It's bad but one of the main things that is keeping me going is the expensive of it. If I cheat I might as well set fire to the £200 it costs to buy everything.