Ramblings Of A Rambler

Theme: New Job I wish I had a different job. My current job is so boring. I want something new and refreshing.

Theme: Tired Working, I'm so tired. I can't be bothered for work. When can I ever be bothered? 

Theme: Working I have work tonight in the quiet side. Which means I will be getting paid for sleeping and colouring in my colouring book. Fun times.

Theme: Dossing I have work tomorrow, so I am just being lazy today. Today is like the calm before the storm. I'm sick of my job.

Theme: PenPal My account is still closed on 7cups. What wankers. There loss. I just need a new project. I fancy doing some snail mail pen pal. As I love doing it, especially to people in America. I really wanted to write to death row but of course my mum said no. It would also be obvious it's from a prison when the letter come's as it will state the address on it. Not good. Nothing wrong with trying to befriend a serial killer.

Theme: Art I went up town today to get some colouring pens and pencils for me and my mum to do the colouring books with. Whilst I was there I also grabbed my nephew a bubble machine. Go me for being an awesome aunt.

Theme: Sleep Eurgh, my mum woke me up this afternoon by telling me it's late. Of course I looked at my clock, saw 6:30 and as I done a nightshift the night before I instantly thought she was mental and got me up at am. But at least I'm off tonight.

Theme: Work, lol Work was a laugh, a patient just lost her shit because she couldn't have a cigarette. When you watch these thing's from the sidelines keeping your laugh in, is bloody hard.

Theme: Backdating Oh dear. So many backdates. I also just remembered I've not been posting pictures in a while, which I promised to do. God I suck. At least keep my blog looking pretty.

Theme: Working I just have to survive the next three night's and then I'm off for two nights. I wish I could be paid for doing nothing. At least I can play around on my phone.

Theme: Bastards I never mentioned that I've had my account cut for 7cups of tea. Again. I'm so sick and pissed off with the damn website. Basically, you can earn certificates through the website which are used for future employers. Well, seeing as they keep deleting my account, the one certificate that I have earned, I just kept photoshopping it until it looked like I earned them all. Dedicating my damn time for all this bullshit hell no. It's a real shame though because I have met some wonderful people and I'm just manically trying to get in touch with them.

Theme: Shopping. When I'm bored I shop. Shopping to make yourself feel good is well, not good. You end up with no money and too much stuff that you didn't want in the first place.

Theme: Boredom.  I've been so bored without my volunteering website, I'm so grateful I brought a ton of colouring books. I've been sat doing them all day like a twat. I need a project that I can get involved in. I've been trying to find other websites for mental health but to volunteer it costs.

Theme: Hallelujah Motherfucker! Sian's leaving. She's leaving my work place. She's going. She will be dropping out of my life and I will never have to hear or see from the spiteful, pathetic slag ever again. Like hell would I go to her leaving do. She can suck my dick.

Theme: Backdate Chances are I was working. It's been a boring few months.

Theme: Nightmare I've never woken up from a nightmare in a sweat before, I did today. It was horrible. I had a nightmare about work, but at least now I have six days off. Six days work free. Thank god.

Theme: Eurgh I'm at the busy side at work again tonight. I can't be bothered to speak to anyone. Sometime's silence is golden and I crave that silence at the moment.

Theme: Orange Is The New Black I'm itching for the new season to come out, it's been too too long. I haven't even watch all of american horror story yet. The freak show season is a little bit of a let down. I ended up watching the coven season at work again. I'm still hooked.

Theme: Big Brother Good lord, this years big brothers lot are fucking fruitcakes. I mean, you've got to be weird to go on the show but christ. Where do they find these people?

Theme: Backdating I hardly remember what I've been doing this month, it's all just gone so fast. It will be christmas soon.

Theme: Day Off! Why do my day's off always feel like a long time coming? I'm so excited to be off though, I'm going to stay up late, watch movies and play on my laptop. Ha. I heard that there was a work meeting today. We asked for a pay-rise. It doesn't sound like it's going to be happening. Also, a patient who is absolutely lovely is being discharged today. She is an absolutely lovely person and I wish her the best of luck. I'm sure she will do swimmingly. 

Theme: Oh dear lord I'me extremely tired now. Tired and short tempered. No one speak to me, or even look at me. Otherwise I will gauge your eyes out.

Theme: Slept. I slept on last night's shift. I'm going to sleep on tonight's shift as well. I have that pre-work sickness again. It takes so much out of me. I feel drained and I'm not even at work yet. I can't wait for a day off. Ha.

Theme: Work I feel really sick going back into work. I've had sick days off and I'm just riddled with nerves for some unknown reason. I'm not even on the busy side. It feels like my stomach is just refusing to digest my food. I feel sleepy and I just would rather not be in.

Theme: Psychology Exam I applied for this psychology course online ages ago and I never really got round to doing it. So now the account is down for 7cupsoftea I decide to go do it. However, the information was all on slides and all just crammed in. A perfect example of the worst way for me to learn. I ended up just going to the exam and googling up the answer (seeing as it wasn't timed) some answers weren't on google so I had to guestimate. Yeah, I failed the exam.

Theme: Back Up & Running I just got my damn account back. The past few days have been so damn boring. The reason why my account got deleted was because I was a bit forum happy and posting a lot. Really guys? Really? Pfft. At least my little project is back.

Theme: Bored Shitless Same thing as yesterday. I've just watched the same crappy movie, over and over. I don't even know what it's about but I have nothing else to do. The acting is awful and the storyline seem's non-existant. I just want my damn account back.

Theme: Day Off Had a day off today so I've just been watching movies and messing about on my laptop. I miss the summer and heat. I can't wait for it to be hot again and then I can get a sun tan. Also the atmosphere feels so different. It feels lighter. I miss it.

Theme: Lazy Bitch Backdating, what can I say? I'm so lazy.

Theme: Therapy Therapy seem's so far away. There's so many thing's I need to discuss but waiting for this damn appointment is a killer. It's like a never ending wait. I wonder what my doctors will be like. I'm nervous.

Theme: 1st May How fast this year has gone already. It's so weird, it's like you blink and it's all gone. I am looking forward to next year. Just starting again. This year has been pretty shit by all accounts.