One Thousand One Hundred & Twenty Three

Theme: Not Hungover

I'm not hungover. I think maybe because I purged it all out and I didn't drink too much anyway. I was pretty sober all night. My thoughts carried me away. I was screaming inside whilst pretending I was drunk with my friends. My thoughts are still loud. At least I'm not surrounded by anyone today. I'm not good enough to be around people.

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